Yknow sometimes i really wished you knew what i want.

I want to spend the whole day with you. I want to rent movies and watch them with you at your place. No hardcore making out and all that stuff, just solely spending time with you. I want you to fetch me from schl preferably everyday if you are able to. Then we would go have lunch together, just spending that few hours together is fine with me. Sorry if i may seem possessive but yes i would want to meet you everyday if that's even possible. You were my first and the only guy that im most comfortable with.

But most important of all, wouldnt it be nice if you were actually reading this?

SV!

Work has been great cause of the fun friends i have :)

We teenagers have all the time in the world, just not enough money.

I want so much to be able to shop and buy things without having to take a look at the price tag, but i doubt that's gonna happen anytime soon.

Ive got quite a few plans coming up. Genting trip with my ITE buddies this coming march!!! I rly want this to happen cause ive only been to genting once and obviously that isnt enough. After that is Bali this coming june with my best sec schl mates :)))) Just a short 4days 3nights stay would be good enough. Ahhhhhhh plans easy to say but ive got to start to scrimp and save already! My pay isnt helping much cause schedule is shit. TELL ME, who works for only 4-5days PER MONTH?! And its only 4hours each time. Its like im wasting my time.

BUT for now its study for exams time. Major exams from 5-8march and a whole month of holidays after that :)))

I may ignore you, i may even avoid you when i see you out on the streets. But you should know that deep down, i really didnt want things to end up this way.

life goes on

The 2nd week of 2012 is almost coming to an end, why cant time just stop and let me take a breather?

Its been a week into the new schl term and honestly i havent rly gotten use to studying again. I just did my first formal presentation just now, and it rly wasnt up to our expectations cause it was kinda impromptu. Imagine presenting a powerpoint when you only read it like minutes before, it'd be a miracle if we did it well. Anway that aside, good news is that i passed my modules!!!! Bad news.....5 more projects coming up :( I can and i will do well to pull up my lousy GPA and hopefully get into a poly next year!!!!

I'll be leaving for bali in 5 days time and will only be back on the 25th. Mixed feelings about leaving cause when i get back, there will be so much things to catch up on, be it studies friends,sigh.

A new start

Hello 2012!!!! Its a new year already and honestly i dont feel the difference? Like what people say, different year same shit.

Sooooo my countdown was awesome! Spent the night with great company, we definitely enjoyed ourselves :)))

Its already the 5th of january though, time flies really fast without you even realizing it. Schl has started for the secondary and poly people. Well for me on the other hand, i only have 3 more days to enjoy before its back to the books, projects and my upcoming major exams! Whats life.

For this year i dont think i have any resolutions because i never keep to them anyway. I just wanna stay healthy, have my close friends with me, do well in my studies, and work on trying to forget you? *cross fingers*